So, yeah....

It has been a crazy week. I have been extremely lazy. Not any worse than normal, but there is so much to do and I don't feel like doing it all. I guess I need to get over that. It is hard though because my husband is way worse than I am and I think it is rubbing off on me.

We are trying again this month... you know, to have a little one. I am hoping but not trying to be too hopeful.

I am swamped at work. Not with my job, per say, but with this charity thing that we do each year. I am the chair of the committee this year. Man O man, it is a lot of work! I am having this complex about it that it will suck and it will all be my fault.

Alll I know is that I don't want to do it next year.

Have a good weekend.

Trying to do my homework, like a good Mommy, Wife, Student...

This is me trying to be motivated....

I have absolutely no motivation for anything. This has been an incredibly huge monthy for my family. Our beloved family dog passed away, I have been in school, our anniversary passed this month, we have been trying to get prego (and I thought I was) and it has been a total emotional roller coaster for everyone.

I have no motivation at all in my body. I haven't done the dishes since Sunday. (Nasty). I didn't make my bed all week, which is abnormal. I want nothing more than to go to bed and sleep all of my time away, I don't even want to eat.

I feel the pull of school on my shoulders and all I can think about is quitting. I have another baby shower this month and a kids party for my son. My husband's birthday is this month... and I just feel like I want to crawl into a hole and not come out! Ugh... Perseverence... Do not give up. Do not give up. I can see the light, way far down there, but I can see it!